Wow. Coming back here last night has me here again. Maybe I will begin updating again. I don't know. I don't want to make any promises. Maybe I will just lurk! 

Many of you follow me on Tumblr, and even there my blog has kind of gone very much down hill picture wise. I much reblog rather than post things that I have found. I don't really look much, either. 

But. A lot has happened since I last posted. My first semester of college has begun then ended and I am now into my second semester. My first semester was honestly the hardest thing I have ever had to adjust to. Being so far away, not having many friends, not many close friends, anyway, being so incredibly lonely and homesick. It was really hard. Now that I've adjusted, though, it's really good. 

I'm going to Hawaii next week with three of my friends from school for Spring break. I'm really, really, really excited. 

What has changed about me? I'm not sure. I'm sure I have changed. Independent, happier, etc. I got mad the other week for the first time in a while. Like really honestly angry and pissed off and when I calmed down I realized it was the first time in such a long time that I got so angry. It's good. Being here is good. Except I miss my cat like fucking crazy. Crazy. 

I sort of kind of not quite hooked up with someone. I really regret it. Like, not much happened but enough to make me feel weird. Or weird at the time. I'm just not about that when it comes down to it, I guess. The meaningless hook up. Not when I haven't had a meaningful one. 

This is really pointless, none of you care and I'm not going to be checking it much. 

I do love partying. I don't do it excessively but I do love doing it. 

My roommate is a nightmare sometimes and I hate my hallway. Things they don't tell you: you're not always going to get along with your freshman year roommate. Lies. They feed you lies! But you make great friends. 

anyway. if you do care you should follow me on tumblr and we can chat and what not. 
i'm sorry but i can rarely follow 14 year olds because they drive me fucking insane with their stupid shit. I mean, I follow one or something but I followed this one girl oh man 

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not that i post many pictures there anymore, either 

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

Well that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe when you’re with ‘em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit ‘em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get ‘em
Now you’re getting fucking sick at lookin at ‘em
You swore you’d never hit ‘em
Never do nothing to hurt ‘em
Now you’re in each others face
Spewing venom in your words when you spit ‘em
You push, pull each other’s hair, scratch, claw
Bit ‘em, throw ‘em down, pin ‘em
So lost in the moments when you’re in them
It’s the craze that the corporate controls you both
So they say it’s best to go your seperate ways
Guess they don’t know you
Cause today, that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it’s a different day
Silent broken records playing over
But you promised her next time you’ll show restrain
You don’t get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that’s why they call it window pane
( Love The Way You Lie- Eminem Featuring Rhianna)

I leave Friday.



















tyler and caitlyn are my favorite on teen mom. well, they were. 
I really hope Maci's new boy is good for her and bently. 
gary is such an asshole. 
and i feel so bad for farrah! yeah she was a bitch but she's really 
grown up. 

Mosque.

I do not really agree with the Mosque being built so close to ground zero. 
I know just because a handful/extremist body of muslims created and single handedly killed thousands of people we shouldn’t punish the whole religion.  
I find it disrespectful, and it is dangerous. For non muslims that have the chance to be further attacked by extremists as well as muslims that are just going to worship that can be targeted for attack by angry new yorkers and americans/christians/other religious groups. 
It just doesn’t spell anything good this Mosque idea. I don’t see how it will be good. There isn’t another place to put it?

I know there is freedom of religion and my argument isn’t very strong, but I just disagree with it. That is that. 

Something like 9/11 will never be a soft issue, like the holocaust and other genocides will never be a light issue in other areas. Putting a place of worship so close to an area of destruction by an angry group of religious extremists just does not seem right. 

Once again, I understand that there is freedom of religion and I’m not saying don’t build a Mosque anywhere in the city, just not so close to ground zero. 

Some might think it shouldn't be an issue, but no matter when in time it will be an issue. I feel like there should be a vote on it, because that way I feel like the location of the Mosque will be rejected. Build it somewhere else. I am a New Yorker and I disagree with the Mosque being built. I don't live in the city, and I was only about 9 when the Twin Towers were hit, but it's such a big thing in history it affected every single new yorker, as well as people in the surrounding states and throughout the country. 

It's just not a good idea.